my heart, once light and happy

sweet and sappy

turned to ice

in just one night

thinking that i could never feel again

i resigned myself to other things, to avoid pain

then one night

all my fears and cares took flight

and i found my love

who flew higher than a dove

but now, i realize, that i cause myself pain

just so i know that this isnt a dream again

this pain that i cause doesnt help anything

it doesnt make me laugh and it doesnt make me sing

its slowly clips the wings of my dove

and drives away his abundant love

but i want to tell him that my love for him is true

and that there is no one anywhere for me except for you

well here it is...been together for one month and he said that he would at least come see me...but no...im here in my room with my room mate and josh. maybe if he knew what today was then he would have tried harder to come see me....maybe...i dunno..whatever